The Philippines was my favorite month on the race. Some guys from N squad told us about a ministry they worked with the previous month and loved so we checked it out. It's called "Children's Garden" and is and orphanage type house for teenage boys. There's about 20 of them who live there and they all have a story. Everone I heard was hearth wrenching. Physical and sexual abuse, starvation and being sold for money to buy drugs were common testimonies. Yet there weren't tears from the kids or breaking down, but often smiles and laughs admits such remembrance of pain. The passionate powerful and in incomprehensible redemption of God was evident in their hearts and lives.
"Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
4 Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
5 Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the earth."
God had brought each one of them out of hell and into the kingdom of heaven and His Word calls them Blessed. We were privileged to spend a few weeks with them singing and worshiping God sharing stories and scriptures, visiting their family's and praying with them and just playing games and teaching each other games from our different cultures.
A few nights we were able to go to a street where many children as little as six years old to teenagers hung out and huffed glue out of plastic bags. The kids were impaired to say the least, just out of it, high as a kite. They were prisoners to an addiction, starving for love, compassion, joy, touch, and nutrition and food. We got the privilege to spend some time playing with them sharing stories, singing songs and giving them some food. Some of the Children's Garden teens were with us. They had been in those kids shoes and walked and slept and lived for years, they could relate and they could share their story of Gods love and redemption and freedom. We could only try to show some love and give some food for a short time and move on but the CG kids really connect with them and I pray will continue to now as were are no longer around. They are the future of Gods love incarnate in the Philippines we were just blessed to be able to disciple and pour into them for a little while during our time there and I thank God for that. (If you'd like to see some pictures and to read more details about the Kids from the garden and the street you can check out Phil and Lucas Blogs http://philhenry.theworldrace.org/ http://lucastillman.theworldrace.org/ )
Those days of life in Manila just made sense, it had a purpose it had an effect that was bigger then me, the Spirit was present and it actually lined up with scripture "pure and undefiled religion before God the Father is this: to visit widows and orphans in their trouble and to keep oneself unspotted from the world. I've had thoughts of moving back there. It made living a life in America for the pursuit of pleasures for myself even the seemingly pure ones like a steady job and comfortable living and a family seem not so glamorous. It made giving 10% or even 50% of my money, or time, or service to he service of the Alpha and Omega like settling for less then heaven. It seemed like settling for hell with a little bit of heaven.
The idea that heaven and hell were mutually exclusive and that heaven was to pure to contain even the slightest molecule of hell and that never occurred to me because I want to partake in the Kingdom of heaven but I wasn't and still am not willing to let go of some of the things of hell that I am still holding on to. Its sobering, It's powerful, its unfortunate, but it at least makes sense. Settling for less then Gods best doesn't. Calling myself a disciple or even a little Christian without living like the ones in the bible and Jesus himself the majority of the time just doesn't make sense. It's not about living perfect and it is a process and a walk a journey and not a destination but until I am willing to release every right, every possession, every sin, every hindrance, and become a slave to Christ the reality is that there's a limit to growth.
"let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, 2 fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. 3Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart."
I'm not sure if I'm ready to fully take up my own cross, scorning and shame for the Joy that is to come. I still focus mostly on the joy that is immediate. I can only pray that God would lead me there and I would continue to takes steps of faith being encouraged by the lives of men and women who truly give their entire life to the service of God our Father who is most worthy. Thank you for your prayers. God bless
Sometimes Love comes around and It knocks you down just get back up when it knocks you down.
Let me Tarantino it. The spinning
stops, the banging sound of metal screeching and glass shattering silences for
a second as the smell of gasoline fumes hit my nostrils, adrenaline trickles
in. First thought, It's gonna blow make a run for it(thanks Hollywood)
adrenaline increases. 1.5 seconds later, I'm out the window ready to head for
the hills, reality and reason start to surface as the shock of seeing Tommy
laying motionless his head and torso under the rear of the van hits me. How in
the world did he get outside and under the van, this is not good. Adrenaline
increases, I try to lift the van with everyone in it by myself.Honestly I think it moved but not
nearly enough. As I yelled for everyone to get out I saw a Malawi man I had
jumped over to get out as he lay dead looking with blood gushing from his head.
I feel no pain but there's blood on me and I could be hurt. Everyone gets out
pretty quickly we lift the van largely with the help of Dan's great strength
and adrenaline and Melissa pulls Tommy out from under it. God didn't bring us here to kills us like this, I know he's going to be
alright. Locals begin to the surround the van in a couple minutes there are
hundreds of people.
I
find my phone on the floor I really put my Otter box case to the test and it
passed. I get a hold of Josh because I don't know what 911 is in Malawi.
Amazingly none of the 200 people around me speak enough English to tell me
where we are. After a few minutes I finally find someone to. As Josh tells me
to find a ride and not o wait for an ambulance because they take hours a
military transport truck pulls up and Tommy's on his way to nearby a hospital
that's just happens to be 5 min away in the middle of nowhere within 10 minutes
of the crash, better then the average time in the U.S. God or chance, you
decide. Daniels half blind his glasses flew somewhere, He's also got a nice
piece of glass in his hand, Juliet's arms looks broken everyone's else is just
dazed confused and beat up.
Malawi has been awesome. God has
done so much these past 2 weeks. He's brought many people to a relationship
with Him as well as encouraged and challenged many other singles, married
couples and church leaders. He's planted two churches where the chief's of the
small rural village joined. He's given out very much appreciated Chichewa(local
language) bibles which not many believers are able to afford here. He's used
his children to bless and encourage each other and see his Spirit and power at
work. He provided a small dirty pond in the middle of some fields where He was
able to baptize a dozen or so of the new believers in the second church he
planted. My team was so greatly blessed and stretched to work out our faith by
the local pastors we worked with in the village of Dedza. Were not powerful
preachers and were not expert door to door evangelists and we definitely haven't
experienced much in the marriage department enough to teach workshops on it.
Luckily though, God is able to equip those whom he calls, and speak his truths
to his people through the inadequate if they are but willing to be used. I'm
learning faith and boldness is more like amuscle then a achievement.You have to exercise them and put them into practice
regularly to build them up. I've never had to preach sermons so much and on instantly
small notice to a array of audiences whom I have little understanding of. I've
never written a sermon and I don't have a go to bible story, but I've got a
little bit of the Holy Spirit and a big God who is able to step in and take
over the words if I can just have the simple boldness to ask and open my mouth-
to God be the glory.
God
has been teaching me a few things this past week. I got another opportunity to
"count it all joy" when I went to visit my 4th doctor on the race
(one in every continent so far!) it was just another case of food poisoning or
bad water, I'm better now. Still I'm learning that I need to stop trusting in
modern technology and society for my health and start trusting in God. The same
goes with "safety" and many other things. The truth is I am no "safer" back
home or more "healthy" although I rarely get sick there. "Unless the Lord
builds the house" which is your life or even your body its health and your
safety is a waste. Marathons runners and millionaires in gated community's drop
dead in an instant just like everyone else. I think it's times I start taking
the fact that I am living in eternity to heart and stop focusing the vast
majority of my time on things that are temporary.
Lastly,
God really spoke a resounding message to me through a couple of avenues
yesterday, which is a big deal to me because I don't feel like I often here God
really communicating to me significantly. In the morning a friend shared a
devotional with me about Caleb from the bible, how "He followed God fully" and
received the mountain of Horeb as his inheritance. How he was as strong at 85
both for war and coming in as going out as he was at 45. Since training camp
the whole Caleb and Joshua story has been spoken over me but its realty never
fully set it. In the afternoon on our buss ride to our second village God
really spoke to me through and awesome Francis Chan podcast from a conference.
I've heard scores of his sermons but this one was the most unique. He started
with asserting that many Christians have really become immune to sermons. We
may listen to "radical" speakers or those who speak "hard truths" and wear that
like a badge of honor but what the hell are we doing for heavens sake. Have all
the powerful messages I've heard really had a powerful operating manifestation
in my life. Or do I just say amen that's true and not really change my life
much.
Jesus
didn't seem to take a lot of stock in his own sermons. He said "those who have
ears let them hear", I think because his message was pretty simple. If you want
to save your life Lose it all of it, everyone and everything in it take up your
cross and follow me. Make me the entirety of your life not a pastime or hobby
or one of your pursuits.No one
starts building a tower without counting the cost at the beginning. The cost of
Jesus' way is EVERYTHING. If you aren't willing to give that, its not for you,
why are you wasting your time. I don't know how to justify God saying Mat7:22"Many will come to me in the last days saying
Lord Lord have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name,
and done many wonder in Your name?" What? I'm on a mission trip in Malawi
Africa, I sleep in a tent full of dirt and walk around preaching the gospel,
but I'm not sure if I've cast out any demons. I certainly can't clearly tell is
someone is truly possessed, or converse with the demon and ask Him his name and
command him where to go. I don't think I've prophesied or done many wonders in
God's name. So these guys are ahead of me but they're still missing it? What's
the standard? The verse before "but he who does the will of the Father." Ok
what's God's will. Primarily I think it is to be loved. Consequently, his will
is to have a personal relationship with every human being. Moreover, he is a
God of Justice and righteous. He wants the whole world to be full of his Glory
and justice. Just like Adam's job was to bring the fruitfulness of the garden
into the bareness of the world and change it. Ours is to bring the fruitfulness
and glory of God to the "end of the earth." So is that my goal in life? For
these next five months sure, its definitely one of them. If I took a survey of
every thought I had word I spoke and dollar I spent I cant say its definitely
the main one but its one of them.
After the race? I don't know, Id like to get a job that's fun
and take some vacations and play some sports, maybe get married. I'll never
forget God but the whole making his will the EVERYTHING in my life seems a bit
much, where do you draw the line 50/50% seems fair. That's the paradox. The
only place a line could possibly be clear would be to draw It at everything. Giving
10% and going to church on Sunday, trying to be moral, and a few missions trips
is a joke when you honestly look at the bible. I'm not saying God is calling
everyone to sell everything or even to move; but if
1.Your not tuned into God enough to be able to
hear him if he did call you and
2.2 if your not willing to do give up anything and
everything
It's pretty clear Jesus' response
would be "He is not worthy to be my disciple" and disciples are what its
about.Jesus didn't send the 12
out to make modern day American I've got my ticket to heaven give 10% and try
to love people Christian, or even I took 11 months to be uncomfortable for God
as well as to make myself feel better and seek praise from others prideful self
righteous missionaries.. He sent them
to make Disciples. That's the only thing I want to do. Honestly I'm hesitant to
lead someone in a "sinners prayer" to "ask God into their heart" neither of
which are even found in the bible, if I don't think there will be others to
come behind me and disciple. I guess for now I just have to trust God to
continue the work he starts with us but that certainly should be the goal not
conversions or some acts of kindness in Jesus' name.
Francis's
favorite verse is James 5:17"Elijah was a man just like us" Often I forget that
God is the same now as we was then. I forget that his power is the same and
there is no reason why my life can't look like Moses, or Elijah's, or Paul or
Peters, or Caleb's. I think sometimes I set them on a pedestal like I could never
be them or like them, but Jesus says those who follow will do even greater
things them him. I believe now. There is no difference. The things the world
sees as "radical" is less then boring compared to the bible, that's my
standard. I've heard modern day stories, now I want to live them. Of course I
can't expect to experience what they experience with out deeply knowing the God
who did them. So I must lose the things I know in exchange for something
better, I must lose my life if I want to save it because God is always open to
receive a life but you have the freedom to choose how much you are willing to
give. I want to give everything. I don't know exactly what that will look like
for me, but I know what the results will look like.
He
ended his sermon reading about Caleb, saying he wanted to be like Caleb. I want
to be like Caleb, one of only two people who believed God. I want to be Caleb.
The 21st century version of him with the same God. I don't know what
tomorrow holds, but I don't care. I know who holds tomorrow. Francis says he
doesn't believe what other say, He know his God can do the same great things he
did with Elijah with us. --BANG my podcast is interrupted with the sound of our
right rear tire blowing loudly and thumping against the wheel well. The noise made
my heart skip a beat for a half a second but then reason and my experience with
numerous blow outs at even higher speeds reminded me it's not big deal just
remove your foot from the accelerator and keep straight until you slow down
enough to gradually veer off the road. In the second that thought process we
start to veer left, hard, way to hard this shouldn't be happening I yell
something to the effect of "NO why are your turning!" were headed for sideways
and I know what the next outcome in a top heavy minibus crammed with people
only the driver has a seatbelt and the back seat isn't even bolted down. As I
cover my head with my arms as instinct I developed I think both from being
launched off many tubes at high speed to skip across the water and from surf
crashes to protect from the board and fins hitting my head. It starts. Over and
over we go. It's loud, where have not control, like being caught in a crashing
wave rolling over and over except instead of only having a sandbar to hit
there's a conglomerate of metal and people and luggage. We roll somewhere
around 3 times for what feels like about 6 seconds, 6 very slow and scary
seconds. I was nervous of a sudden impact or for everything to just go black,
but it was just the same thing over and over until finally we were at rest. I
began with what happened next.
Tommy
is out of the hospital recovering with no broken bones or internal bleeding.
Everyone else is bruised up but where alright as well. I have no doubt God was
with us through and after the crash working in our bodies, and in the driver
heart as well(blog to follow.)Tommy is still in a neck brace and quite sore so
keep him in your prayers, and be encouraged that God hears them and protects
his children and makes all things work together for good for those who love God
and are called according to his purpose. To God be the glory.
"...nor do I count my life dear to myself so that I may finish
the race with joy and the ministry which I received From the Lord Jesus to
testify to the gospel of the grace of God."
Check out Francis' Podcast http://media.newspring.cc/audio/LeadershipPodcast/nlc.2010.audio/NLC_2010_Session_05-FrancisChan-LP.mp3
**I'll give you the cliff notes version, I humbly ask that
you pray for me, I have a weak spirit and a mighty flesh. Pray for my fellow
racers and teammates. Pray forVitalie and his missionaries, Serge, Octave, Sasha, and Alex, for God to
provide for their needs like more power of His sprit, food, land for a church,
and transportation. Pray they might continue to forsake all for him rather then
peruse trusting in themselves.**
The rest is just a dialogue I've been having with myself and
some of the things I'm learning and God is revealing to me, it's long for me
but if you have the time feel free peer in.
I've heard it said and tend to believe that if Jesus were to
show up in the average church on Sunday morning most of the people wouldn't
like Him. When I look at Jesus' life, his followers, and the life of the people
I've met around the world I start to see a large gap form between their life and mine.
The gap between real faith and faith like the demons(james 2), faith without
real works, between the power of God and acts of man, between life and death. I think this gap is
where the power of the Holy sprit, God voice, miracles, healings and real fruit
get lost and shallow, prideful, self-righteous, human acts take over.
The first
place I noticed this gap was in how the bible explicitly states that anything
asked in Jesus's name will be given, and again that anything asked in prayer through faith will be
yours. I had to conclude that prayers which were not answered must not have been
asked in whatever true faith is. From their the story of the Faith of the
Centurion where Jesus said "I have not found such great
faith even in Israel."showed
me that the greatest faith Jesus said he found was that of a man who simply
believed that if Jesus spoke and action it would happen; or in other words
Faith is simply believing that God will do what he says. That gave me a pretty
tidy definition of true Faith and helped me understand why all the other things
people call faith really aren't and thus the verse whish says anything asked in
faith absolutely will be granted can still be true. So the next problem is what
if you don't hear from God clearly enough to discern what he says he will do?
Jesus
seemed to have the best connection with God while on earth so I took a look at
what he did and how well I was following that example. At the beginning
of Matthew Jesus starts his ministry with 40 days of fasting in the dessert
alone. Wow, that's not for me, I've only made it one whole day fasting a couple
of times and I don't have time to take over a month to go be alone with God in
the wilderness. I know he said "when you fast" and talked about the time for
fasting after he left, but I think ill just ignore that for the most part I
mean its not a commandment. Some have suggested fasting from "screens" like my ipod or the computer so I
don't have to experience real hunger pains and be reminded how my god is my
belly, but that seems like a stretch of a fasting was meant to be, so ill skip
that as well.Jesus also got up
before sunset to pray on several occasions but that's way to early for me. So
we'll come back to him.
On to his disciples. When he called
them from their boats they left everything and followed him. Why didn't they
think to say "hold on Lord, we have to clean all these fish we just caught then
we could sell them and give the money to the poor and bring some with us to buy
food and clothing and maybe to bless others with. Or we at least have to pack a
bag ad get some shots first, we could get sick and die! Why would they leave EVERYTHING? He
certainly doesn't expect that from me does he? I know he told a rich man to go
sell EVERYTHING he had and give it to the poor and then to come follow Jesus
but that guy probably had more money then me so that doesn't apply to me
either.I know Jesus also said "If anyone comes
to me and does not hate his father and mother, his wife and children, his
brothers and sisters-yes, even his own life-he cannot be my disciple.27And
anyone who does not carry his cross and follow me cannot be my disciple...any of you who
does not give up EVERYTHING he has cannot be my disciple." BUT I want to focus on the stuff I gave up!, not all the things I'm still holding on to. I want to believe that I've given
up enough and even though He told his disciples to out with nothing, it's
alright if I just take a backpack full of stuff and a visa card. It's practically
the same and I can expect the same things to happen despite my unwillingness to
really be vulnerable and truly have faith in God to provide.
I want to ignore that Jesus says "Blessed are those
who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of
heaven.11"Blessed are you when
people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you
because of me.12Rejoice and be glad,
because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the
prophets who were before you." because persecuted for many
of the disciples meant being severely beaten and stoned and beheaded. I'm
hardly persecuted at all but I still expect to have the kingdom of heaven. I hear
stories of missionaries today being dragged before counsels and threatened and
persecuted but I avoid that. I don't really believe its something to be
considered as "blessed" in the since I desire such a lifestyle. I also want to
ignore where God says He has chosen the poor in this world to be rich in faith
because I know half the world lives off $2 a day so I cant pretend to not be
rich anymore and I want to have the comforts I'm use to. I want to pretend its
ok as long as I say I'll use my wealth to bless God. I'll believe its ok to
spend more on myself if I give more to God because that's the measure- the
amount of money I give compared to what others give- not where the entirety of
my heart is.
I want to have enough Faith to
believe he died for me so I can really do whatever and go to heaven one day;
enough Faith to live in a way that bring me the most joy balancing my desires
with following God's calling as comfortably as possible while holding on to the
things I don't want to let go of. It's ok if that Faith doesn't produce the
wonders it did in the bible, I'll pretend my faith isn't lacking anything. I
want to believe that God is not actually calling me to be fully dependant on
him by giving up EVERYTHING, or believe that EVERYTHING only includes some
things. I want to ignore that in order to graduate seminary Vitalie got dropped
off in a foreign village with no money or phone, or food, or bag or anything
but the clothes on his back and had to survive and preach the gospel and
actually have Faith in God for a week. I want to ignore how he said that's when
you see what kind of faith you have and what kind of power of God you have. I
want to ignore that I'm not really up for that kinda of vulnerability. I'd rather dismiss that God called
him to move into a town with no money or friends or church. I want the closeness to God Vitalie has, but I don't want the shivering nights he spent sharing
everythingwith orphans or not
knowing if he would have food , or how he would survive, but simply trusting
God and living by Faith that came along with it. I want to start with something more established. I
don't want to go hungry or cold, or be sick. I want to ignore my actions and thoughts and concerns which scream that I don't fully trust God. I want to pretend that if God said to me
today" mail all your stuff and your visa card home and go to Africa with only my power, I will provide for you" I probably wouldn't be up for that. I want to ignore when Jesus says we should "live by every word
that proceeds(continually) from the mouth of God" and live by some words which
God once spoke, a few He's speaking now, and a lot of bread. I definitely want to ignore "give to everyone who asks." Sorry God my ipod is just plain more important then your words. I want the
destination not the journey, the faith without its testing, dead faith, pseudo faith, partial faith, powerless faith, faith
like the demons.
Sure I'll serve God some, with part
of my time, life, and money. I just have to keep some back though. It's
reasonable. I'm a human being not a human doing. I'll put less emphasis on the
doing all the things Jesus talked about and more on the "Being still" verse
that is referring to not being fearful, but ill take that as an excuse to be
lazy when I don't "feel" like being what Jesus was, a servant of all. I'll
follow him as long as I have things like food and clothing taken care of
beforehand. I'll never live in a position where I absolutely NEED God to
provide in order to survive, that's what he gave me visa for, it's everywhere I
want to be so God doesn't have to be. I'll use just enough to live well above
the average person in the world and even the people I "minister" to. I wont
really become like them or esteem them better them myself, but I'll spend some time with them to make me
feel like a good Christian. I wont give every second every breath, that's too
much. I want to believe that I've given enough,that God's satisfied, that I can
enter the narrow road and the Kingdom of Heaven without following many of the
things God says it takes.
NO!
I'm done believing the lies of the devil. God's made it clear
what it takes to be his disciple, EVERYTHING. I'm done listening to those who
tell me to be content with where I am wallowing in giving part of my life. I
must first count the cost before I set out, least I find I have not enough to
finish and deceive myself into believing that a tower built with missing pieces
will be able to stand. There's more and I will never be satisfied until I give
it all. It will take time and growth, but that's the pursuit and everything I
hold on to and ignore in the meantime is not of God; It will only slow me down.
I know God still loves me and he's not upset with me, but He wants so deeply to
give me life to the fullest and I gain nothing by settling for lukewarmness,
even on the World Race.
So please pray for me.
For my pride, lashing tongue, greed, gluttony, judging, speaking evil of
others, showing partiality, being selfish, lack of patience, trusting in
money and so on. Pray that God would break me free so I could serve Him whole
heartedly. That he would rip everything I hold on to tightly from my hands so I
might have nothing left but Him. That my Faith would be fully in Him so that
anything I ask in faith will be given. That me and all my squad mates would
remember that neither he who plants or waters is anything, but it is God who
gives in increase. Pray for Vitalie and the missionaries in neighboring
villages, Serge& Oxanna, Octave & Natalia, and Alex. For God to provide
for their needs like food for their children, land for a church and transportation.
we all would remember that
without God we can do nothing of substance and remember the importance of
seeking Him and the power and need for prayer. God Bless
Cornvince-(verb) a method of persuading in which corn is a key
factor
Corngregation-(noun) the part of the church body that is composed
of persons who presence was acquired through cornvincing
More about Vitalie(V), his journey and ministry -
I've been so blessed, encouraged, heartbroken, challenged,
and amazed by our contact Vitalie this month. The heart, vision and drive all with a childlike spirit God has blessed him with is supernatural and after
his own heart. I am so thankful to God for bringing me here and showing me what
can happen when you let Him have your entire life, heart and put all your
faith in Him. He followed God multiple callings to this small town of Cornesti with no
money or partners or support. Still, God gave him the vision of"Sinai 30" that He would plant 30
churches around this area in the next 30 years.Vitale started by just singing worship songs to God with his
guitar in the forest. Children began joining him and eventually he had over
100 children with him. He would also walk 20-25 kilometers a day preaching the
good news and Way of Jesus to the community. One day some missionaries from Ireland
gave him a few hundred Euros which was enough to rent a small rundown building
with no heat or amenities, for a whole year. He and his family lived with many
other children and they would share what food and clothing they had. They would
gather wood from the forest for fire to stay warm in the winter and heat water
and pour it into plastic bottles to keep them warm when they slept. Long, amazing,
story short he doesn't have a car or money or own a home or have running water,
but he does walk and live by faith and not by sight. Now God has given him a
church building and children's shelter, he's preparing a single women's
shelter for next month and three missionaries have already been sent out from this
church. Me and Tommy have felt a special calling by God to help with Gods
vision by rallying financial support for Vitalie and his ministry as well as
for the children. Still, yesterday Vitalie told me its not money he wants but
prayer, he asked me to petition people to pray for him and said "God will take care of the rest". He's not hung up on or even focused on the finances,
that seems like an anomaly to me because he needs money to keep the children's
and single mothers shelter open and continue the ministry. Still he came here
with nothing, and he's always lived by faith so its all he knows. Its
inspirational and convicting to say the least.
Ultimately, The
desire is for partners to come along side God's vision and Valatie's ministry
to raise up disciples' who will go and make new disciples and so on, and to
begin business projects to be taken over and operated by the community with the
end goal being to reach a state of self support. Naturally, the process of making
disciples and spreading God's love and the kingdom includes caring for widows
and orphans. Moldova is an country of exceptional sex-trafficking due to an
unstable border with the "pseduocountry". Many wish to help
fight sex trafficking but do not understand a root of the industry stems from
orphans being left on the streets. By providing food shelter and spiritual
guidance, the children's shelter fights this horrid industry from the bottom up.
Now on to the aforementioned definitions. A few days ago V
told us a few of us to "go with this man." So five of us pack into the back of
this old truck with a few non believer Moldovans with spoke no English and made
our way to a massive corn field. There we learned how to harvest corn by hand
with rusty sickles and hatchets. Three hours later we tore through 10 rows
of corn about 200yds long(the last 100 uphill/mountain.) Apparently V struck a
deal where they agreed to come to church Sunday if we helped them. It's was
pretty tough work but we all had a really good time helping "cornvince" them to
check out the church. They were very appreciative and I think it was an awesome
witness of God's love for a bunch of us rich Americans to work hard for a few
hours helping them out with smiles on our faces.
A few days later me Derek and Tommy
again went with some man to do something. After another ride in the back of a
sketchy van up to a hours with a driveway fullof corn which we moved by hand with these giant wicker
baskets to a bin in the backyard, it was a good workout. The corn was feed for
to 100 Marmots(similar to beavers) they had caged behind their house.
Apparently raising these animals is a lucrative business as they are very
desired for both their fur and meat. Some plans have been made for Vitalie to
start a Marmot farm to help him begin to attain self support and to provide
jobs for the children. Additionally food grown by women at the singles mother
home other missioners could all collaborate to a vertically integrated
business. With some help from us racers and others who God leads to give
towards this and with Alpha and the Omega the beginning and the end the I Am as
the CEO- it just might be an awesome business endeavor. Either way God is
moving here. I am faithful he will fulfill His vision. Some have already given
thousands to help keep the children's program running you know who you are and
there's no "may"- God will bless you. This is the continued beginning of
something great, something of God.
Please continue to pray for Vitalie and all his ministry. Pray for the children's home, single mothers shelter, and missionaries being sent forth. For him to stay strong in the faith and for God to be with and speak to and through him to his people in Cornesti Moldova. This is the continued beginning of something great, something of God. God Bless
I've really enjoyed these past two weeks in Moldova. Our
contact has one of the biggest hearts and strongest drives to see the kingdom
come I've ever seen in a person. His life is devoted to God and ministering to
the community as well as running an orphanage and single women's shelter.
Ministering to orphans is especially important here because there are over
20,000 in the country of Moldova and many either sell themselves or are taken
into the sex trafficking industry or end up in prison because they have nothing
and must steal to survive. There's a huge need here and few who are willing to
give their life to meet it but God only needs one person to do a mighty work,
and I'm excited to see him use our contact. There's been talk of sponsors
dropping their funding in which case the orphanage would be closed and the
elders of the church would each take in 3 children each into their own
family's. It's sobering to see that kind of commitment but I hope God will
provide before that would have to happen. If you're a believer I ask you to
read James 1:27 and se if God would call you to support the ministry to the
orphans here in some way.
On
a lighter note, I've also enjoyed walked around the rural community visiting
people homes and praying with them and inviting them to church. The people are
usually very happy to talk with us andsuper hospitable. One single mom, from the church had some of us over
for dinner one night and prepared a feast for us. Another afternoon we were
heading back to the church for lunch when a truck randomly dumped a huge
trailer ofcorn stalks he was
delivering to an elder women in the middle of the road. So we spent 30 min or
so helping here move them against her fence and afterword she surprised us with
lunch.Every time we go walking I
end up finding something to eat be it the usually apple from the many trees, or
walnuts, or plums, or if were really lucky concord grapes which are delicious.
I'll end with a story. We were walking to the school to do
the afternoon kids program, where I was going to help act out the good
Samaritan story(I was playing the good Samaritan) when we saw and extremely
drunk man we had seen stumbling around town earlier laying in the middle of the
road. My first reaction to walk around him I didn't really want to try to move
him and a car stopped and a couple local men drug him out of the road so I
didn't have to worry about. The though that I was literally headed to act out a
story about an almost identical situation crossed my mind but the guy in the
bible story got robbed it wasn't his choice. This man choose to drink himself
into stopper so I'm not expected to help him right? Plus I have to do this kids
program for God so I don't really have time anyway. Fast forward to church that
night guess who standing(swaying) in the front row..the drunk guy. Again my
first reaction was, great this is going to be annoying and disruptive.Then the pastor Vitali, told us the
mans name was Dameon, he was drunk(obviously), that his wife died a couple
years back and he couldn't handle it and eventually became an alcoholic that he
needed Jesus and love and asked us to come up and pray for him.Woa, I guess he thought the church
should be the one to take this man in despite his stench and behavior and
disruption he would cause in our church service where we were trying to learn
about and worship God. I think Vitali's heart was a little closer to Jesus and
mine was more focused on myself.I
was slightly convicted and the verse "it is not the well that need a doctor but
the sick "came to heart."We prayed for him and haven't seen him back but for
all we know he could have been an Angel sent to see if we really are willing to
act like Jesus when it's uncomfortable or just when its easy.I got to see a little more of the
Pharisee in me that day and hope it will continue to decreases as God increases.
Please pray for Vitali and his ministry here as he fights to
find funding for the orphans and single women's home.He's currently doing more jobs then an one human can
possibly do right now and what little support he is receiving may be out at the
end of the year. Pray for God to send partners who will come aside him and the
ministry here in Cornesti. God Bless
A video Amanda made from our time in the DR last monthhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EYNM0T5CTuI&feature=player_embedded
A video Amanda made from our time in the DR last month
Yesterday I was playing dominoes with Herby when he said he
had to go with the driver to the "market"; so thinking we were going to the
grocery store, I tagged along and thought I might get a Gatorade or something.
Four truckloads and 400 cement bricks later, we now have some bricks to repair
the wall and building which were damaged during the earth quake. My backs a
little sore from loading and unloading them all, but It felt good to do some
manual labor. Today, Francis, the owner of the orphanage, returned and got to
share with us how the orphanage came to be.
She
was working in the peace core when she gave a fellow worker a ride home because
her normal ride was sick. This lady normally took leftover food "home for her
dogs", but when Francis pulled up to where the lady was staying she saw a line
of 30ish children with bowls.Turns out she was bringing the leftover home to do what she could to
feed many starving children. Compelled with compassion Francis began cooking
more food so there would be more leftover. Eventually she began serving the
children food once a week at her home. Once a week turned into twice and there
times, then four. From there was heart wrenching miraculous story after story
of children being dropped off or left, outside the orphanage gate or abandoned.
One child she brought into the hospital the nurse told her was dead and the
morgue was on another floor. Long story short hes is older now and alive and
well.Some parents were killed,
some couldn't afford or just didn't want them, but now she is their mother. Her
house is there's. They have a school and safety and food and clothing and
shelter and a love for God.
She's truly an amazing women and
I'm inspired to help her and the children out these remaining 2 weeks. I
believe will be putting a roof on the cafeteria they're buildingand other work as well as playing with
the kids and teaching English and doing vacation bible schoolon the weekends. We were able to go to
the beach and the mountains which were both beautiful. I think were going to
make a trip to a waterfall as well sometime, I'll try to put some pictures or a
video up. Thanks for all your prayers.
**If you'd like to support Florence and the orphanage you can check out their website http://renmenhaiti.org/en/about-us.html
James 1:27 Pure and undefiled religion before God and the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their trouble, and to keep oneself unspotted from the world.
Friday night we arrived in Haiti. The prices in the grocery stores here are actually considerably higher then in the U.S because of the few number of stores who survived the earthquake; which makes it even harder for the people here to be able to get food for themselves. Monday we got to an amazing night of worship and revival at a tent church of over a thousand people. I could feel the presence of God there the moment I stepped out of the car, and we were able to sing a long most of the time since the songs were Creole version of English songs.This month We'll be working at an orphanage with 50 kids. We don't have a set schedule here which leaves plenty of room for God to lead us. We'll probably be doing a little bit of everything as usual. I've gotten to play some soccer with the kids here, some of the older ones are pretty good. There was a group here before us who must have taught the kids some songs bc they know a lot of English ones so now we can teach them some more. I'm excited to see God move in the weeks to come.
Friday was our first day of "evangelism", walking through
the rural community and talking to people at their Holmes about Jesus. We had
spent time in the days prior in fasting and prayer. The pastor had us split
into two groups which I wasn't expecting because we only had one translator and
he went with the other team so I figured the pastor and his wife would do all
the talking since we don't know much Spanish. Unbeknown to be at the time Megan
was praying for God to send divine languageintervention or an interpreter, and right before we got to
the first house, the pastors son Moses and his friend Richard, who were both
translators and gifted in evangelism came riding up on a motorcycle. At the end
of the day, at least 5 people prayed to receive Christ quite eagerly, and we
prayed for many others for health their family and safety. Many of the people
we talked hadn't herd much about Jesus at all. A few of them prayed to the
virgin Mary but didn't understand that Jesus was the atonement for sin and the
only way to God. Still, once we explained this they were quite receptive. It
was a cool feeling to actually talk to people who hadn't really heard the name
Jesus. I feel like God really went before us because nearly every house we
visited and person we talked to seemed like a divine appointment. It was
definitely a faith strengthener and encouragement to me to see Him work and
seeing hope and life being brought to those who were lost and hurting.
I know
God calls us to make "disciples" and not just converts, but we explained that
asking Jesus into your life is just the first step and the church we are
working with is in place to disciple theses new believers when we depart so its
hard for me to believe we were in the wrong. I have faith in God and the pastor
and his wife and the church to pick up in watering the seeds we have planted so
that each person might grow in the power and love and strength of Christ.
Yesterday we continued walking through the community and talking and praying with
people, as well continue to do this afternoon as well as hosting the church
service tonight at 7. VBS starts tomorrow and should be an adventures, I feel
like there could be 100 kids there which well be a miracle to control with one
or two translators, but I'm excited. Please continue to pray for us as we talk
and pray with people today and lead the service tonight and put together a vbs
next week. God Bless
Tuesday we met our awesome pastor Manuel who'll well be working with theses next few weeks at his fairly small church in a rural farmish area outside of town. That night we went to and did part of their church service, we sang some songs and shared a short message and a testimony. Yesterday, we cut the weeds/grass, trimmed some trees worked on the fence ect all day, and today we had prayer fasting and a service in the morning, we prayed over a woman who had been pretty badly beaten by her husband, for her healing and his salvation, and continued working outside in the afternoon. 15 or so kids from the community have also been helping us work and I usually play some soccer with them during our lunch break. I'ts uplifting to see their smiles as they help us even though there all quite poor. Tomorrow well be walking around the aera where the church is and evangelizing. Next week well be doing a VBS for 60 or so kids so which should be interesting. I've really enjoyed working at the church.
It's funny, before I left multiple people said things along the lines of "that's awesome what your doing, how your being so selfless, I wish I could do that." My first thought is, you can; and second I don't see myself as being selfless, I'm still pretty selfish in many ways. I just want to get the most I can out of this life, and honestly I enjoyed sweating profusely for 10hrs doing manual labor and getting bit, cut, and dirty. I felt joy almost the entire time, and just the cool breeze on the ride home or the beauty of the mountains in the distance brought a smile to my face and a peace in my heart. It's not dreadful labor I suffer because God wants me to or so I can feel good about myself. It's a new found life I just had to be willing to set aside my old one for. It's a pursuit of Love, hope, peace and joy, looking to the Author of them to find them in their purest most powerful form and I'm excited to continue to gain more of them, and a closer relationship with Him each day. As well as see his Kingdom come and so many ways and lives and places and to be a part of it. God Bless, and thanks so much for your prayers.
Hebrews 12:28-29 Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom which cannot be shaken, let us have grace, by which we may[j] serve God acceptably with reverence and godly fear. 29 For our God is a consuming fire.
We arrived at our new house in San Juan for the next 3 weeks, there's 46 of us sharing a 4br/3.5b so its cozy but its a house so It's definitely luxurious for the World Race. Launch training in Santa Domingo was good Me Tommy and Phil met a few people who spoke english and had some good conversations about Jesus with them. A group of us guys also found a pickup basketball game with some locals which was alot of fun (aside form getting malled) and they let us pray over them afterwords. For the next few days well just be getting to know the town and the people, ATL'n it(Ask The Lord). Well start working with our Ministry contacts on tuesday. God is definitely moving in our group and in my life I'm beginning to hear and respond when he speaks and see his Kingdom come and his will being done as I learn to set my own aside. I pray often for my friends and family and Thank you so much for all your prayers and support. Till next time